INTO THE AIRWAVES

hisracingthoughts:

This is an extremely rare song that is unreleased, and is rumored to be written around 2003. I uploaded it here.

Here I sit
With blood beneath my fingertips
I know there’s nothing better
There’s nothing better than her
This drugstore mile is cold
But there’s the payphone
There’s the smile
There I’ll recite to her
My anorexic love song
I grab my notes
So nervous I forgot your number
Thank God you’re listed
Thank God I brought an extra coin
These lazy clothes 
Are hanging from my lazy body
I haven’t eaten since I left here
Look like half a man
A beat up little boy

And all I really need
Is everything or nothing
Everything or nothing
That’s what God would want for me
And all I really need
Is a girl that’s never leaving
And the drug that keeps relieving
This pain inside of me

There’s the ring
My heart pumps blood like no one’s business
My stomach turns
…..? 
Phone calls and prayers get answered 
And who’d’ve guessed
Confessions come in fucked up boxes
This box with rocks
So grab your auburn locks
I’m gonna scream my head off

And all I really need
Is everything or nothing
Everything or nothing
That’s what God would want for me
And all I really need
Is a girl that’s never leaving
And the drug that keeps relieving
This pain inside of me

Ahhhhhh ah ah ah ahhh

And all I really need
Is everythingggggggg

And all I really need
Is everything or nothing
Everything or nothing
That’s what God would want for me
And all I really need
Is a girl that’s never leaving
And the drug that keeps relieving
This pain inside of me

(via thisstoryunfinished)